Where'd you go?

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I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

有多少人和我一样，不知道毛豆其实就是大豆，黄豆的？

 

与溪谈及旧志新愿，颇多感触

 

年少好欢娱，

人间多繁华。

搏笑掷千金，

饮酒欢须尽。

好景难常在，

世事沧桑多。

红颜落滇边，

只身浪天南。

文章七年成，

小鲜十年烹。

乱世多浮云，

未取心已迷。

弃我不可留，

乱我多烦忧。

何日见知己，

把酒再言欢。

预定了Tetsuya restaurant！

开心，虽然还要等很久。

头脑又开始不清楚了，又开始寻找一劳永逸的方法了。

不要急，要冷静。

所有问题不可能一下子就被解决的，按计划慢慢来

机会总会有的，要小心谨慎，不能再失败了。

 

最近老是莫名其妙的被歌曲感动，听劳动者战歌是这样，听贤良是这样，听bad day 还是这样。

 

 

  Daniel Powter – Bad Day (Album Version)

 

Bad Day
where is the moment when we need it the most
you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
you tell me your blue sky 's faded to grey
you tell me your passions is gonna away
and i don;t need no carry on

Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life 's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride


You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on


You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
（oh holiday...）


Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong
Well I'm not wrong


So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost


Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like and how does it feel
One more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

回国时间推迟到年后了，自己都不知道自己这是为了什么，sb一样。

烦闷不堪，焦躁极了。静不下来，什么都不想做。

就像一个蠢货一样拒绝了别人的好意。

自己明明知道错在哪里，却装作看不见。

闷。

算了，专心等妈妈来旅游。

 

 

自欺欺人，但主要是自欺。

一针见血，一针见好多血。

溪总是可以把我生命中的窘困用简单的言语表达出来。

这两天和她聊天是我最开心的事情了

 

收到了乐施会的电子邮件，挺开心的，就把事情的前前后后都告诉了溪。

她问我为什么这样做。

我说我想让自己干净一些，以前我刚喜欢你的时候也是这样啊。

她说你这次可得找个特善良的，上个瞒得你可够呛。

我说知道了，这次找个不会骗我的

她说那你当年还骗我

…… 

和她絮絮叨叨说了一大堆，我都动摇了。

反正光是让自己干净一些我就挺开心的了，其他的再说吧。

 

看冯唐的blog，写得特真诚，我知道那都是实话。

我在向他那方向混，其实我知道就算我混出息了也挺没劲的

可我就是想试一试。

 

我不知道以后会不会变成他那样，但是我知道，要是我十年以后再见到溪，一定觉得她风华绝代。 

 

 

 

烦，不知道自己该干什么，不知道自己在干什么。没人可以商量，因为没人在乎。

正好溪在线上，就和溪聊天，说着说着就伤心了。

这么长时间了，真正喜欢过我的人可能就只有她一个了。

只有她会在我迷惘的时候，陪我去想未来该怎么办，也只有她真正关心我的未来。

那种感觉真好，不管发生什么都有个人支持我。

真可惜，当年不懂事，伤了她的心，现在我的一切和她已经没有关系，想找个人商量都没有了。

突然觉得特别孤单。